Back in Sweden

My last few weeks have been quite intence. So today I have a day off, no cellphone nothing that can take my time. This is the day I really realised that I'm back in Sweden! It took me five days to come to that insight... I didn't want to accept that I had to leave America, the school, the church, my friends. It almoast made me depressed, but I decided to not go there so that's why I have a day off.
I needed to fix myself. That's what Rebeckah told me in bible collage when I needed to pray. "Go and fix yourself!" So today I'm going through my life, cover everything in prayer. Laughing and crying with God! My focus is back in the right pocission and I'm ready to recieve and give the Love of God again.
Today the Holy Spirit told me so many things as I was reading through the book of John. As I was readig He reminded me of the song that says I'm trading my sorrows for the joy of the Lord... Yesterday He made me qoute the joy of the Lord is my strength. Somtimes it's just there and I rejoice when I speak it out loudly, but yesterday rivers of tears and a great pain in my heart told me that what God says is true wheter I feel it or not!
I Love to have time with God when I'm not in a hurry. Today I'm not on my way. Nothing that that takes my time more than bible reading, praying and worshipping! It's a wounderful day! And believe me, to be in the presence of the all Mighty God does fix everything! And to say that the Joy of the Lord is my strength is no longer a struggle, it's a pleasure, it's a gift, it's an honour! It's the work of my Dad, my Lord and my Saviour!